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LETTER 0F
ST.BRUNO TO RAOUL LE VERD
To my
esteemed friend Raoul, dean of the cathedral Chapter at Rheims, I ,
Bruno, send my greetings, as all my heartfelt affection toward you bids
me. The
loyalty you have shown during our long and mellowed friendship is all
the more beautiful and remarkable in that it is only rarely found. For
even though a great distance and many years lie between us, your kindly
sentiments have always been with me. This is certainly clear enough from
your wonderful letters, in which you have professed your friendship over
and over again and from the many other indications you have given of it,
including the favours you have so generously shown, both to me and to my
brother Bernard on my account. For all this I give you my thanks, dear
friend, not in a way which could ever be commensurate with what you
deserve of me, but springing, at least, from the deepest source of
sincere love. I sent a
messenger with a letter to you some time ago, one who had proved
reliable on other occasions; but since he has not yet returned, I
thought it best to send you one of the brethren. He can give you a
fuller account of how things are here by word of mouth than I could ever
do with pen and ink. I assure you, first of all, that my health is good, thinking that the news will not be unwelcome to you. I wish that I could say the same for my soul. The external situation is as satisfactory as could be desired, but I stand as a beggar before the mercy of God, praying that he will heal all the infirmities of my soul and fulfil all my desires with his bounty. I am
living in the wilderness of Calabria far removed from habitation. There
are some brethren with me, some of whom are very well educated and they
are keeping assiduous watch for their Lord, so as to open to him at once
when he knocks. I could never even begin to tell you how charming and
pleasant it is. The temperatures are mild, the air is healthful; a broad
plain, delightful to behold, stretches between the mountains along their
entire length, bursting with fragrant meadows and flowery fields. One
could hardly describe the impression made by the gently rolling hills on
all sides, with their cool and shady glens tucked away, and such an
abundance of refreshing springs, brooks and streams. Besides all this,
there are verdant gardens and all sorts of fruit-bearing trees. Yet why
dwell on such things as these? The man of true insight has other
delights, far more useful and attractive, because divine. It is true,
though that our rather feeble nature is renewed and finds new life in
such perspectives, wearied by its spiritual pursuits and austere mode of
life. It is like a bow, which soon wears out and runs the risk of
becoming useless, if it is kept continually taut. In any
case, what benefits and divine exaltation the silence and solitude of
the desert hold in store for those who love it, only those who have
experienced it can know. For here
men of strong will can enter into themselves and remain there as much as
they like, diligently cultivating the seeds of virtue and eating the
fruits of paradise with joy. Here they
can acquire the eye that wounds the Bridegroom with love, by the
limpidity of its gaze, and whose purity allows them to see God himself. Here they
can observe a busy leisure and rest in quiet activity. Here also
God crowns his athletes for their stern struggle with the hoped-for
reward: a peace unknown to the world and joy in the Holy Spirit. Such a way
of life is exemplified by Rachel, who was preferred by Jacob for her
beauty, even though she bore fewer children than Leah, with her less
penetrating eyes. Contemplation, to be sure has fewer offspring than
does action, and yet Joseph and Benjamin were the favourites of their
father. This life is the best part chosen by Mary, never to be taken
away from her. It is also that extraordinary beautiful Shunammite, the
only one in Israel to take care of David and keep him warm in his old
age. I could only wish, brother, that you too, had such an exclusive
love for her, so that lost in her embrace, you burned with divine love.
If only a love like this would take possession of you! Immediately, all
the glory in the world would seem like so much dirt to you, whatever the
smooth words and false attractions she offered to deceive you. Wealth
and its concomitant anxieties you would cast off without a thought, as a
burden to the freedom of the spirit. You would want no more of pleasure
either, harmful as it is to both body and soul. You know
very well who it is that says to us: "He who loves the world, and the
things of the world, such as the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes
and ambition, does not have the love of the Father abiding in him"; also
"Friendship with the world is enmity with God". What could be so evil
and destructive then, so unfortunate, or so much the mark of a crazed
and headstrong spirit, as to put yourself at odds with the one whose
power you cannot resist and whose righteous vengeance you could never
hope to escape? Surely we are not stronger than he! Surely you do not
think he will leave unpunished in the end all the affronts and contempt
he receives, merely because his patient solicitude now incites us to
repentance! For what could be more perverted, more reckless and contrary
to nature and right order, than to love the creature more than the
Creator, what passes away more than what lasts forever, or to seek
rather the goods of earth than those of heaven? So, what
do you think ought to be done, dear friend? What else, but to trust in
the exhortation of God himself and to believe in the truth which cannot
deceive? For he calls out to everyone, saying: "Come to me, all who
labour and are heavy laden and I will give you rest". Is it not, after
all, a most ridiculous and fruitless labour to be swollen with lust,
continually to be tortured with anxiety and worry, fear and sorrow, for
the objects of your passion? Is there any heavier burden than to have
one's spirit thus cast down into the abyss from the sublime peak of its
natural dignity - the veritable quintessence of right order gone awry?
Flee, my brother, from these unending miseries and disturbances. Leave
the raging storms of this
world for the secure and quiet harbour of the port. For you
know very well what wisdom in person has to say to us: "Whoever does not
renounce all that he has, cannot be my disciple". Who cannot
perceive what a beautiful thing it is, how beneficial and how delightful
besides, to remain in the school of Christ under the guidance of
the Holy Spirit, there to learn that divine philosophy which alone shows
the way to true happiness? So, you
must consider the facts very honestly: if the love of God does not
succeed in attracting you, nor considerations of self-interest spur you
on in the face of such enormous rewards, at least dire necessity and the
fear of chastisement ought to compel you to move in this direction. For
you know the promise that binds you and to whom it was made. It is none
other than the omnipotent and awesome one to whom you consecrated
yourself as a pleasing and wholly acceptable offering. To him it is not
permissible to lie, nor would it do any good, besides; for he does not
let himself be mocked with impunity. You
remember, after all, the time you and I and Fulco the one-eyed, were
together in the little garden adjoining Adam's house, where I was
staying at the time. We had been discussing for some while, as I recall,
the false attractions and ephemeral riches of this present life and
comparing them with the joys of eternal glory. As a result, we were
inflamed with divine love and we promised, determined and vowed to
abandon the fleeting shadows of this world at the earliest opportunity,
and lay hold of the eternal by taking the monastic habit. We would
indeed have done so forthwith; but Fulco went off to Rome and we
postponed our resolution in the expectation of his
return. He was delayed however and other things got in the way as well,
so that in the end, fervour vanished and resolve grew cold. So, what
is left, dear friend, but to absolve yourself as quickly as possible
from the obligations of such a debt? Otherwise, you run the risk of
incurring the wrath of the All-Powerful for such serious and
long-standing deception, not to mention the frightful torments that are
its consequence. What potentate, after all, of this world would ever
leave himself unavenged if he were cheated by any of his subjects of a
promised gift, especially if he considered it to be of outstanding
value? So, never mind me, simply listen to the psalmist, or rather to
the Holy Spirit who declares: "Make your vows to the Lord your God and
perform them; let all around him bring gifts to him who is to be feared,
who cuts off the spirit of princes, who is terrible to the kings of the
earth". It is the voice of the Lord you hear - the voice of your God,
the one who is feared, who cuts off the spirit of princes, who is
terrible to the kings of the earth! For what reason does the Spirit of
God make such a point of this, if not to prod you into acquitting
yourself of your vow? Why do you find it burdensome since it entails no
sacrifice or reduction of your goods and heaps up benefits rather for
yourself than for the one who receives what you pay? Do not let
the deceptive lure of riches hold you back, since they cannot remedy the
real poverty of our soul; not let your position detain you, since you
cannot occupy it without notable jeopardy to the spiritual life. For it would
be repugnant and wicked indeed, if I may say so, to convert to your own
use the goods of another, since you are, in fact, their steward and not
their proprietor. In addition, if you should become desirous of vaunting
your wealth in empty show and keep a large retinue for this purpose,
will it not be necessary, in some way, to snatch from one person what
you bestow with great largesse on someone else? Your own resources,
after all, would not suffice. Yet such a procedure would be neither
generous nor to good effect, for nothing can be considered generous
which is not at the same time just. You must
also be careful not to be allured away from the exigencies of divine
love in your attention to the needs of the Archbishop. He has great
confidence in your counsel and relies heavily upon it; but it is not
always an easy matter to give advice that is both useful and just. It is
rather divine love which proves itself the more useful, precisely to the
extent that it is more in accord with right reason. For what could be
beneficial and right, so fitting and connatural to human nature as to
love the good? Yet what other good can compare with God? Indeed, what
other good is there besides God? Whence it comes that the soul that has
attained some degree of holiness and has experienced in some small
measure the incomparable loveliness, beauty and splendour of this good,
is set on fire with love and cries out: "My soul is thirsting for God,
the God of my life; when shall I enter and see the face of God?" My sincere
hope, brother, is that you will not spurn the counsel of a friend, nor
turn a deaf ear to the words the Holy Spirit speaks. As my very close
friend, I hope you will grant these desires of mine and put an end to my
long vigil in your regard. Otherwise, I will continue to be tortured
with solicitude, anxiety and fear for you. God forbid that you should
die before acquitting yourself of your vow. For in that case, you would
leave me pining away with unremitting sorrow, without ever any hope of
consolation. My request, therefore, is that you will agree to go on
pilgrimage to St. Nicholas and from there make your way to us. Thus you
will be able to see the one who loves you as no one else, and we will be
able to speak face to face about our religions life, and how things are
going, and whatever else might be a matter of common interest. I trust
in the Lord, that you will not regret any trouble involved in such a
journey. This
letter is not as succinct as it ordinarily ought to be, but that is
because I do not have the joy of your presence. As a result, I desired
to prolong our conversation at least in writing, and thus have the
pleasure of your company. So,
brother, stay in good health. Accept my ardent wish, that you will take
my words very much to heart. Bruno P.S. Would
you send us the life of St. Remigius? It is impossible to obtain it
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